i c a n t

youre going to think i made this up
that its not real

not about me

but

it is

and it needs to be expressed.
bc im sick of everything
and thats not hyperbole for effect

im completely

b o e

r k n

my insides charred
by my sin
(yeah thats real)

i c a n t
r e c a n t
i c a n t
(rinse and repeat)

wanna be whole
complete
healed
restored

but

i c a n t

and i know it
have known it
for years

and

j e s u s c a n

and i know it
have known it
for years

(its no mystery)

yet im completely

b o e

r k n

and damned to trust in grace
(god i hope this works)